So it's almost out there....

I've had a secret I've been keeping for several months. Back in October, I found out I was HIV positive. I was devastated when I found out, yet I wasn't completely disheartened by founding out. In all honesty, I was chancing it every single time. I just never thought it would happen to me. Sometimes I was careful, but those times were few and far between. It still hasn't felt real until I told Mom, Dad, Uncle Roland and Darwin. And even now, it's kinda surreal. This coming weekend, we go tell Analicia. I have no idea how she's gonna take it, but I think she'll be supportive. She'll be disappointed, but that's natural. Mom and Dad took it much better than expected. We'll see what happens... It is definitely a relief not having to hide it anymore. It feels like when I came out. The hard part was saying something. Hopefully my future blog entries will be happier. IT'S NOT A DEATH SENTENCE!!!