I don't try to be a bitch...IT JUST HAPPENS!!!

So it's been 30 days since my last cigarette and I have not, maimed, tortured or killed anyone...YET!!! I genuinely feel better. I had a few headaches and definitely some moodiness. I think that was from the HEROIN withdrawals. Haven't had any in a couple of days. The track marks are finally going away. That damn volcano on my hip is going to scar though. Think I'm finally getting used to the Methadone. Makes you feel kewl if you double up... WHATEVER!!! I'm stupid, but not THAT stupid... Due to my own guilt for putting these horrible thoughts into the universe...I have editted this entry to no longer have them. I now await a response from Karma...hehehe Seriously though. I am trying to be a better person and keeping that on here wasn't nice. I mean bitchy is one thing, but DAMN!!! No one said anything or saw anything...that I know of. OOPS! Thanks for listening. Daddy D